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Mar 31, 2023Liked by Todd Hayen, PhD, RP

Thank you for this, Todd. I can certainly relate, though I do feel that the pendulum is swinging in our favour. Yes, it's going to get messy but I still think we win in the end. In the meantime, we have to stay vigilant while still enjoying life. If we lose our ability to smile and have fun, they've won.

I'd like to submit this to Druthers. We haven't published any of your work in quite a while. May I, please?

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I would be more than honored that you submit it to Druthers...after a while I got the impression that what I write just wasn't their cup of tea. C'est la vie. But very sad for me as I have always considered Druthers my "fight for freedom" home. There is no more important publication out there.

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Thank you, Todd! I have had a number of my submissions rejected as well when I think they're well-suited. That's okay. It's only 12 pages and there are many articles to consider. Hopefully we'll see you when the weather warms up!

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Mar 31, 2023Liked by Todd Hayen, PhD, RP

If my husband had been willing to join me, I would have considered settling there, but he is deeply attached to BC and would only accept to move to France (my birthplace) where my family is - and it’s not an option as my poor country is at boiling temperature now, as you must now. Europe is fucked, I am so sorry that we chose to move to Canada 26 years ago given what became of it (we looked at Costa Rica back then too, but he was a US citizen and we wanted to be closer to his family). Given that this a globalist program, I don’t know that there’s really any place that will remain safe...

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I agree...I was just curious. I've known a few people who went to Mexico with the intention of staying (for the same reasons we would all give) but came back. I am not sure what the solution is...no matter where we go, they will find us.

It is a very strange time.

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Mar 30, 2023Liked by Todd Hayen, PhD, RP

I fled to Mexico in October 2021 before Troudu’s (*) diktat that the unvaxxed couldn’t leave the country (Kanada) at the end of that month. I can assure you that I very much felt like a frog jumping out of the heating pot into the unknown. Looked for the only vaccine that I could accept (Sinovac was randomly available there), it took me 4 months before I could come “home” without being a prisoner (my red tape) - refused to use the pass that I was then entitled to (yet getting my vaccinated status wasn’t straightforward); I haven’t had any side effects (I am the healthiest, fittest person one wishes to be at 60), and came out of my exile/adventure stronger than ever; recovering with a sheep husband who resented me for abandoning him. Standing with the freedom fighters all the way.

*Troudu because trou du cul means asshole in French.

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Wow...good for you Natalie...why didn't you stay in Mexico? Not saying you necessarily should have, but you "got away"...if/when things get worse do you think it will be easy to do that again? Sure doesn't "seem" like things will get worse, but I have a bad feeling about that.

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Mar 29, 2023Liked by Todd Hayen, PhD, RP

I honestly believed that when they rolled out the death jabs to the under 12s it would mark the end of the experiment. After a few kids died, surely the sheep would wake up and see sense. Like you, I was wishing for bad things to happen in the short term so that humanity would be saved in the long term. But once I saw that even kids dying suddenly wasn't going to break the spell I knew we were in for a long, painful slide downward.

Have you seen the new description for young people going to sleep and never waking up? So-and-so tragically died suddenly but peacefully. Peacefully??? Well thank goodness that 9-year-old didn't suffer. How has this been normalized? Rhetorical question.

It is going to get worse, but I selfishly hope it goes slowly so I can squeeze out a few more decent years. We will just have to keep traveling while we can, find happy moments, and forget about the agenda for brief periods, all while trying to retain some semblance of kindness and humanity. For better or worse, what we cannot do is go back to sleep. The blue pill is no longer an option.

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As I said above, it "seems" like it has slowed down for now and that "slow down" could last for a while...this psy op has always been run from an "under the radar" position. I am astounded how much just whipped by me in the past 40 years. (Before that too, but I forgive myself for that early life blindness.) In fact, it seems odd to me they rolled out the global pandemic assault when they did...that definitely was not under the radar and quite bold...and they were fairly successful at it, but did wake up a lot of shrews who were previously on the fence...it seemed they turned up the heat on the pot really fast for a moment and a few of us jumped out...

As I have said before. They may have accomplished all they could wish for...the heat has been turned down, most people have returned to complacency, even a few of us shrews, yet in the background people are dying, people are going to die and get really sick, and people are not going to be born, or born still. They have accomplished THAT. They also have a more fertile ground for digital ID introduction, CBDCs, new pandemics, etc. No reason not to dip back under the radar, maybe even for a decade or two.

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I feel like we are more like frogs in a pressure cooker and can't jump out. We keep banging our heads on the right lid!

As to the feeling of wishing something would get the evil creeps, I guess we all sometimes feel that way.

We may feel it is bad to feel that way but can't help it. I keep praying for peace and love to enter their hearts and change their minds from greed and power.

Money and power are more important to these world leaders that let their ego control them. I don't care how much money they have but power doesn't give them any right to control others.

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The frog in the pressure cooker are shrew-frogs...those of us who woke up recently and found themselves in the pot, and realized what they were doing, and said "get me out of here!!" I think we HAVE woken up, but we don't know how to get out of the mess we have found ourselves in.

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sometimes, when i'm being foolish i wonder if it isn't at the end of the day a force for good in that we are all going to be so horrified by what war, division, money and fear can do that we will all eventually say we will have NONE of that now. That they are orchestrating everything to make us revolt against the bad. A stray dark optimism on my part... lol thank you as ever Todd for your words

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THAT is the "silver lining"...I believe you are right on with that...eventually that is exactly what is going to happen, and THAT is what is going to save humanity.

Same back attcha Syl...thank you.

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Mar 29, 2023Liked by Todd Hayen, PhD, RP

The wise old chef placed a lid on the warm frog bath and began to slice onions. Thanks!

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Looks that way, eh?

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Mar 29, 2023·edited Mar 29, 2023Liked by Todd Hayen, PhD, RP

Just...yeah. And it’s tiring, too! I refuse to fall asleep again, but I’m still trying to function normally as “awakely” as I can. It was either Calvin or Luther who once said “If I knew the world was ending tomorrow, I would still plant a tree today.” So I’m trying to keep on planting and tending my gardens I need to raise and school my children (somehow, in a divided sheep/shrew home that is oh, so lonely - how DO I survive THAT?), and I’m continuing to learn new things (highland dance with my children) be challenged and grow and even find joy in the midst of it all. But always, at the back of my mind, is “when is he going to die?” So I make my back-up plans. “Will I have to take in friends’ orphaned children?” So I imagine what that will be like. And then I wonder if I AM crazy. I know I’m not. I’ve always been a little bit this way - you kind of naturally get there when you lose a parent suddenly as a 12 year old, sudden spousal loss was always par for the course in my mind... The world will never, can never be the same again. I can’t let it for my children’s sake. I don’t want the world to go back to what it was, because it was false. It was all a facade. Maybe that was socially easier, but then again, I never felt like I fit into it anyway.

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Your life experience certainly will formulate a system that is constantly looking over its shoulder for the next assault. Sometimes that is good, often times it isn't.

I love your attitude...and it really should be the prevailing one...have you seen the movie "On the Beach"...it is an interesting study of impending doom...depressing, but good.

I think of all those things you point out as well. But more than likely it will all go down differently than we imagine...carry on with your focus on the "Now"...

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Mar 29, 2023Liked by Todd Hayen, PhD, RP

As usual, I agree with everything you said. And the comments are right on too. I don't have anything to add, except to say that I am glad I am old.

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Isn't that awful! I think the same thought every day. Being close to 70 I realize that most of my life is already over and count my blessings that my health is good and I’ve dodged the vax. Of course this isn’t what I pictured for my golden years, and most days I’m wavering between outrage, total disgust and resignation over the state of the world. I’ve lost friendships with people who didn’t want to discuss or even question what is going on so I don’t even bring it up to those still talking to me. The few likeminded friends I could talk to now seem to be bored with the situation and stopped following the news on these alternate channels. Maybe I should stop too. If the younger people don’t care to stand up for their health and freedom why waste my time? At this point I don’t believe they can possibly be that dense and not see what’s happening around them, so if this is the world they want then perhaps it is time to just let it go.

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My life exactly. I agree 100%.

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The only prediction I got wrong since the Madness began was that the young people would get us out of this -- that they wouldn't put their young lives on hold for long and let the neurotic grownups sacrifice them on the alter of safety. Wow, was I ever wrong! So I agree with you that it's hard to care when you're in the back half of your life and the cohorts who have the most to lose are so blind to what's happening. If I didn't have young adult children I really wouldn't care. I'd be spending like a drunken sailor and living it up while I still can.

I'm a decade behind you but feel fortunate to have paid a relatively small price for refusing the gene juice. This is definitely not how we had planned retirement, but it could be a lot worse. What kills me is to hear people like my 5x jabbed aunt lament how hard the world is for her daughter and grandchildren when she, and people like her, were so complicit. They will never connect the dots.

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I have only one relative who took the jab. She’s in her early 80s and has suffered no ill effects that I can see. She plans to get every booster that is offered and just received her flu shot, tells anyone who will listen that she’s fine and doesn’t believe the suspicious chatter about adverse reactions altho many of her friends have dropped dead. She attributes it to age and nothing more.

Hope your younger family members can stand strong through all of this and worry doesn’t affect your health

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Everyone in my family took it except for me, my husband and one of two daughters. So far they all seem fine, but I won't lie and say I'm not concerned for the future.

Of course those over a certain age will attribute any ill effects to their age or pre-existing conditions, but it takes a whole lot of cognitive dissonance and denial to be willfully blind to sudden deaths of kids and young adults.

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Exactly. There is no way young healthy people should suddenly be dropping dead or developing severe health issues. Prayers for all of us

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Ha!!! SAME HERE!!!

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Mar 29, 2023Liked by Todd Hayen, PhD, RP

Thanks for the article Todd. Oh man, I totally get you when you say that you have this wish for bad things to happen. Why isn't it obvious yet? People getting cancers and massive health issues and not even questioning where it might have come from. Scratching their heads saying they don't understand because they have always been so healthy. Or their loved one has been a picture of health. Over 130 docs dead now. 7 pilots collapse in the month of March. The poisoning of land and skies (Don't Look Up!) and the destruction of animals and food factories. Not to mention the poisoning of children's minds with porn and trans crap. Good god.....I am so disappointed in people. Especially Canadians who seem to be more passive than the rest of the world. Or maybe as passive as the Jewish people in Israel.

I want my life back too.....to just go to work and have some fun on my days off. So hard to do knowing what's coming. It's like living in a chess game......always trying to figure out the next move.

Thank you again for the thoughtful article Todd. Here's hoping that some frogs start jumping out of the pot!

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It is quite an interesting situation. Historically, people, if so ensconced in some "worship the leader" situation, will NEVER turn against that leader and connect the dots...and this situation is rather brilliant in the fact that all these things we see happening have some relationship to causes the "leaders point to"...Cancer has always been one of those...the conventional wisdom more often than not makes cancer look like a crap shoot...seldom pointing to the obvious causes such as pollution, food, chemicals, pharmaceuticals, doctors, "the system" etc. Same goes for autism, allergies...etc. It is amazing to me that people don't think it is odd that so many kids are allergic to peanuts...they act like that just came out of the blue....

I don't think these people will EVER connect the dots...

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Mar 29, 2023Liked by Todd Hayen, PhD, RP

The technocratic society that they are aiming for cannot physically happen. Evil empires need energy and lots of it. A high-tech surveillance society is not going to be sustained on wind and solar power, and there aren't enough rare earth metals anyway.

In reality, our old existing infrastructure that was built a century ago is falling apart. In fact everything is falling apart. This is what will happen, a slow collapse. Like Rome. If we're lucky and well placed we'll be able to survive beyond the reach of the madmen whose insane fantasies are accelerating the collapse.

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I like this hypothesis. I agree that there is something integral to this all "working" that the elite have missed. I tend to think it is spiritual, since they do not give a hoot in hell about anything spiritual, but it also could be something more material than that, like as you say here.

I would find it odd that they would be that stupid though...shooting themselves in the foot like that...of course I believe the plan could start with turning us all into zombie slaves...and then replace us with robots...but again, where is the energy coming from? No doubt they have already figured out zero point energy...since over time people have supposedly conquered the problem and either end up dead or destitute.

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I wish they would realize that Robots won't buy anything!

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The complex technological society that we have (and which delivers astonishingly opulent lives to the billionaires) is entirely dependent on there being 8 billion humans, each playing our part. Even if the rich just want driveable roads for their Teslas....think about all the steps that are needed to accomplish this.

Workers need to extract and process the hardcore, the concrete and asphalt materials, ship them, and lay them. The workers need to be educated in how to use the techniques and tools (such as a road roller - which also needs building). They also need housing, clothing, food and transport to the work site....which necessitates farmers, bus drivers, builders, teachers, clothes makers...etc etc).

Great chunks of the population cannot be killed or turned into zombie slaves or replaced by robots (who would provide the energy to run the robots? and who would fix the robots when they wore out? who would build the tools and spare parts to fix the robots? who would educate, clothe, feed, house, transport the workers fixing the robots?) without the entire system collapsing.

I am not convinced that the billionaires have considered all of this, as they don't seem to understand how the real world actually functions.

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Bill Gates made his billions because billions bought computers. Now he wants to kill off Bezos customers.

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Mar 29, 2023Liked by Todd Hayen, PhD, RP

Two steps forward, one step back. That's what is happening at the moment. The work is not finished for them.

Why the sudden urgency to reset the system? Can we talk about about exoterical reset without talking esoteric reset that is upon us? Something is up and the evil forces in the rush to reset the system.

Sometimes I wish too to be ignorant and not too see the horror of the reset.

Sometimes I wish that I am wrong about it all.

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Mar 29, 2023·edited Mar 29, 2023Author

If the whole world did indeed melt down economically the "elite" would get richer. They are insulated from the "financial systems" that SEEM to "run" the world. At least it seems that way to me.

That said, WE would all suffer no doubt...isn't that the point? As hard as it is to believe, ANYTHING this "elite" does is designed to hurt us, LOOK like it is hurting everyone, and not only DOESN'T hurt them, in fact HELPS them.

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Mar 29, 2023Liked by Todd Hayen, PhD, RP

The sudden urgency is because the economic system is about to go boom.

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Mar 29, 2023Liked by Todd Hayen, PhD, RP

Do you think it's just an economical matter? I don't think they give a penny about the economy.

The economy as the system is an illusion. They "print money" for some time now and fracture numbers into little pieces of more numbers and then tell us that it is a credit you can get but you have to pay it back with a hefty percentage on top of it.

it's a Ponzi scheme of global proportions.

They are running the scheme, why would they be worried about the economy?

We are sold the idea that the economy is some special system that runs by itself like an independent entity. It is such nonsense.

I think there is something else going on. I think they know that they don't have much time left and they are doubling down their efforts to rip our lives apart and make us into total slaves of the machine. Obviously, I am speculating as I have no clue what is really going on.

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Mar 29, 2023Liked by Todd Hayen, PhD, RP

You're right. There is something else going on.

We all have our theories.

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