Were we handpicked to know the truth? Are we the chosen ones? I have resisted this idea for almost three years. It seems much too biblical, and although I consider myself a spiritual/religious person I am not so sure if I see the Bible as literal as most religious people do. And besides, does the Bible make any reference to “hand picking” people who will be critical thinkers and not get sucked into the evil narrative? I know the Rapture suggests that only those who have taken Jesus Christ as savior will experience the Second Coming of Christ, but would that count? I don’t know if all shrews have done that. I don’t think I have, really, not formally at least, not so a Christian would think I was part of their gang.
I was recently tooling around Facebook (which is kind of like a ghost town for me these days since all my “friends” have run away) and came across a post that commented about us being “chosen.” The person giving the “chosen” title said to the person receiving it to just hang tight and “do your job.” They were rather vague about what that job would be. I suppose just holding the truth, don’t comply, and stuff like that. For me it is writing for shrewviews. This “hand picked” post I ran across got me thinking—again.
Since the beginning I have wondered why we, shrews, think the way we think. Thinking like this comes naturally for me. I thought everyone thought this way—critically, inquisitively, curiously. It certainly doesn’t take any special intelligence or knowhow, although it seems as if the sheep are very often stupid, but I know a whole lot of very intelligent sheep—scientists, doctors, economic gurus, you name it. So I don’t think it is intelligence that sets us apart. Like I said, I really have no idea what makes us different than sheep. Well, I shouldn’t say that, I do know how we are different, but I don’t know the answer to “why us?” There does not appear to be a common denominator, although through the years I have pondered on this, and I have come up with a few ideas.
Like I just said, I ruled out superior intelligence a long time ago. Although I have not yet met a really stupid shrew (on the other hand, have indeed met a few really dimwitted sheep) I just can’t accept the theory that all shrews are super smart. A lot of them are, but it just doesn’t seem to be the common denominator I have been looking for.
As for critical thinking, it does seem we have a corner on that. But what exactly IS critical thinking? I wonder if we just say that if we get to conclusion B, then we got there because we were thinking critically, and sheep get to conclusion A because they don’t. My wife would fall into the sheep category, and I know she is a critical thinker, as well as being super smart, my brother in law is a retired PhD scientist, I am sure he is a capable critical thinker (I know not all PhD scientists are, but I have known him a long time, he is). Now, I do think more shrews think critically than sheep, but I think it takes more than that.
What about kowtowing to authority? Well, there might be something to that one. I have not yet met a rebel sheep. I mean a “general rebel”—one that gets pissed about things like taking shoes off at the airport, having to stand in a particular way in a particular line. And of course the obvious: wearing a mask anywhere and everywhere, walking only one way in a supermarket aisle, giving your ID for no respectable reason—stuff like that. A rebel nature seems to be important, but I again doubt if every single shrew is a rebel.
If being a rebel is an important shrew attribute, what gives us a rebel nature? Were we raised a particular way, at a particular time in history? I grew up in the ‘60s, a few years behind my two sisters who were ensconced in the “hippie/student/antiestablishment” world of young folks. I just missed that era, entering post pubescent quasi-young adulthood somewhere around 1970. I strutted around at that time like a Young-Republican-Mr.-America even wearing a little American flag pin on my shirt. Back then, young Republicans were super authority huggers. We didn’t break the law, didn’t take drugs, and didn’t say nasty things about “Pig” cops or the poor ragged young men coming back from the “righteous fight for freedom” in Viet Nam. Now one of my ex-hippie sisters is a super shrew and the other is a super sheep. What gives? It’s weird.
Maybe it really is just a swirling cacophony of variables that make a shrew, each little thing, like being a rebel, or being a critical thinker, or a dozen or so other attributes that give a person shrew-points. If you break past a certain cumulative number on the scale you then become a shrew. The same would go for being a sheep. Then when you look at each person you can’t see any one thing that is shrewish or sheepish. But…maybe not. Sheep and shrews really do seem to be each very much the same within their own groups. Shrews share views, sentiments, beliefs, which are pretty similar. I can usually guess accurately which side fellow shrews will take on any given issue. Fundamentally they are very much the same. This appears to be true with sheep as well.
So what is it? Any guesses? And really, it isn’t too difficult considering what I just said, to present an accurate list of “shrew qualities.” That isn’t the question. The question is how did we get those qualities? Why are we like we are?
So…the more I think about it the more the “hand picked” idea resonates. But then an even more compelling question comes to mind. Who or what did the picking?
This is when I really flip out because I am a believer in the divine, and I believe much the divine presents is subtle. I do not see God performing miracles very often that pull me out of the “typical” miracles of an “ordinary” day. I am one of those believers who considers life itself as miracle enough to believe in God. I don’t need much more as proof to me there is a divine hand at work in the universe. Considering that we shrews were divinely ordained to do what we are doing is a stretch for me, and carries a bit of responsibility to keep that truth from getting to my head. Talk about virtue signaling. But what else could it be?
So now I wonder: if this is true, that I was chosen by the hand of God to be a shrew (as I define shrew), then the most compelling question of all presents itself: why me?
Great post, great questions, Todd. I relate to almost everything you say, and have had similar conversations with my own little shrew tribe. Just throwing in a few things here for consideration.
1. The intuition piece. I know some shrews who are not critical thinkers, or even thinkers for that matter, but they 'just know'.
2. The hypnosis piece. I read somewhere (it may have been in a book by Dr Joe Dispenza) that a certain percentage of us (25%?) are not hypnotizable. And it's pretty clear to me that the whole thing is a massive spell, a hex.
3. The reencarnation piece. We deliberately chose to come here at this time to facilitate the transition to the new earth, in response to a call for volunteers across the galaxy which went out after Hiroshima - this might explain the intuition and hypnosis pieces. But to accept this idea we have to let go of the remnants of scientific materialism.
I go even further to spirit/soul. Now it’s certainly not true across the board - because I think all of the options you suggested are probably true in some ways among all the shrews. For myself, though, I am not super intelligent, I do typically think critically, I was jaded by the medical system as a young girl, though I actually like authority (within reason) - I’m not anti-authority, but I am “keep authority in check so it can govern well”....but the biggest thing for me, when I look around at my friend group of who is or isn’t a “shrew” - it is all the people I have long pegged as “kindred spirits” that are shrews. There are friends that were (and still are, really), very, very good friends, but they were never what I would call “kindred spirits”. (Or “of the race of Jacob”, if you’re even further versed in LM Montgomery lore 😉). And something has shifted in those who woke up because of everything- perhaps they weren’t in the kindred category before, but now something in them has softened and our relationship has deepened and changed. Is that me? Is that my perception of them? Or was there really a shifting that tuned our spirits together? I don’t know.